Author Archives: Abigail

About Abigail

Abigail is the core personality.

Apologies Again/ Getting Started on X

I keep promising to do better about posting, and then immediately get further delayed. I have a good excuse, though. One of my dear daughters is getting married in about another week, so I have had to juggle projects for … Continue reading

Posted in Current Life, History, Perpetrators | Leave a comment

Paradoxes In Our Life and in Scripture

Paradox is a word that has exemplified my life over and over again. In fact, I believe it is the primary reason I am a multiple. I just wasn’t able to reconcile the extreme paradoxes in close relationships, in my … Continue reading

Posted in History, Today's Devotions | Leave a comment

Relaunching

I believe we are ready to start regularly posting once again. There have been many reasons for the delay, but I don’t want to spend my time and focus on those things. Instead, I am going to share part of … Continue reading

Posted in Current Life, History, Perpetrators, Today's Devotions | Leave a comment

So Sorry

I know I’ve been terribly neglectful with making regular posts. Please bare with me while I struggle through some rough times. There are some technical things I need to work out as well as personal things. I have not forgotten … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Time to Catch Up

I’m sorry I’ve been so neglectful to make posts on this site. Really this one is just to break the ice and get started again. The past month has been very trying in terms of the depression and medication changes. … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Who Am I?

I don’t imagine many people ask themselves  that question very often; but it is one I frequently ask myself and frequently the answer is elusive.  I’m apt to know that I am not Abigail, or Beth, or any of a … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Prayers and Blessings

For about 2 weeks now I have had a deep burden on my heart to be in prayer for my family members. I didn’t know exactly why, though I was aware of some of the needs; but day and night … Continue reading

Posted in Current Life | Leave a comment

Paradox Relationships

I had my counseling session with my Christian counselor today. We discussed one relationship in particular that has been weighing heavy on my mind lately. The focus was the paradox of this and other relationships. I asked her how to … Continue reading

Posted in Current Life, Intimate External Relationships | Leave a comment

Tears

My writers magazine says its important to write when you feel like writing and when you don’t. Today I do not feel like writing. I just feel like crying. For the past few days my heart has been very heavy … Continue reading

Posted in Current Life | Leave a comment

Hospital Villains- Part 1

There are several villains we have encountered in hospitals – some real creeps out there; but I’m just going to talk about the one who attacked me. Don’t get me wrong- there are some really super people who work at … Continue reading

Posted in Perpetrators, Self-Harm | Leave a comment