Author Archives: Abigail

About Abigail

Abigail is the core personality.

More History – Early Teens

Posted on February 15, 2013 by

I just want to start by tying up some loose ends from the last post. Much of the reason the move was so extremely painful to me was the connection in my mind between my dad’s promise that he would … Continue reading →

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More History – Turbulant Times

Posted on February 12, 2013 by

The move occurred during the summer months between sixth and seventh grades. I was feeling so horrible about leaving the foster girls behind that my parents thought it would be best if I were attending church camp when the day … Continue reading →

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Some of our History

Posted on February 12, 2013 by

We have already said our father was a missionary/minister (he never left the USA but was missionary to some groupings in the USA). I was 7 years old when we moved the third time in our lifetime. I suppose that … Continue reading →

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Introducing Stranger

Posted on February 11, 2013 by

I know I’ve been posting for several months now, but I’m thinking it’s about time to tell you a bit about myself. I’m an adult. I have many memories from different locations and ages. I chose the name, Stranger, because … Continue reading →

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SRA – The Untold Remains Untold

Posted on February 10, 2013 by

SRA, or Satanic Ritualistic Abuse, is a topic that is hard to ignore when giving a thorough talk about DID. In my life, there are too many indicators that it was a part of my life at certain times in … Continue reading →

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Dissociation -Part Two

Posted on February 7, 2013 by

A logical question is frequently asked  in response to me telling about those very early experiences of dissociation. How can I possibly discern whether these are actual memories or just my imagination? To some extent there remains some questions – … Continue reading →

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Dissociation – the Grand Escape

Posted on February 6, 2013 by

It’s still Stranger doing the writing and being out. My EMDR therapist believes I won’t be able to stop being dominantly out until I resolve or come to peace with my relationship with my sister. That seems like an overwhelming … Continue reading →

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Hard Work Endured and Rewarded

Posted on January 30, 2013 by

I wrote the entry for the book today about a first time trauma – one of the most significant repeated traumas of my childhood. It is amazing how it all comes back so fresh and painful. You might think that … Continue reading →

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Missing Time

Posted on January 29, 2013 by

Loosing time is a natural occurrence for people with DID. For us, it is common to get to the end of a day and not be able to account for more than 1/2 the time – where I had been … Continue reading →

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A recovery Day

Posted on January 24, 2013 by

Today was a recoup day for me. I spent most of the time sleeping until almost 5 pm. That may sound like a dream come true to some of you; but consider all the trauma I went through in my … Continue reading →

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