Author Archives: Abigail

About Abigail

Abigail is the core personality.

Fatherly Free Fall

I still feel like I’m in a free fall with the issues with my dad. I’m Plex – the rebel. I was created out of a tenacious rebellion struggling for survival. I don’t know how to be any different. I … Continue reading

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Hard Times for People with DID

I have been going through files on my computer trying to find where I had been writing my book. I have many files designated for use in the book, but so far I haven’t been able to find the actual … Continue reading

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Still Confused About Dad

It’s hard to know what to write. There is a conflict within my own head about what codependent really means or how it applies to my dad. He is definitely in some unhealthy relationships in which he plays a significant … Continue reading

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Struggling Onward

The changes in my meds are causing me to have severe migraines, so I’m in bed a lot. I’m trying to use the time to contemplate the new turn of events with my therapy. Sometimes I think I’m heading down … Continue reading

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Continuing to Sort through…

Everything is still so very heavy. My body feels like a lead weight that I have to drag behind me wherever I go. It’s been a few days now, and I’m still not sure I’ve really slept at all except … Continue reading

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Continuing Again…

It was a long and painful night last night. I’m not sure I really slept at all, but my prayer last night gave me what I needed to at least go to bed and rest. Today was Sabbath, and I … Continue reading

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To be continued…

It’s very late – early if being technical; but I can’t think of sleeping. My heart is so very heavy, and my eyes are filled with tears. This is a horrible bind. On the one hand I can’t ignore the … Continue reading

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My Daddy, my hero no more?

This is an excruciating post to write. It’s about an extreme paradigm shift. My entire life, even in the context of the many of me, my father has always been my hero. If I could write down all the reasons … Continue reading

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KellyTrisha’s Book About MPD/DID

I am taking a class in college to help me write a book. It will be a children’s book, but I hope grown ups will read it, too. I will have to draw lots of pictures for my book. I … Continue reading

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Challenge Overload

I’ve been feeling the need to post more frequently lately; but in all honesty I wanted to be in a better space when I did it. I’ve been primarily out for several months now, and I’m exhausted and discouraged. There … Continue reading

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