Category Archives: Current Life

Devotion – wages for service given in the name of Jesus

Beloved and we enjoyed our time of relaxation and companionship on our annual camping trip to celebrate our wedding anniversary. Now we are home and attempting to settle back into our routine. It’s a bit of an extra challenge since … Continue reading

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Apologies Again/ Getting Started on X

I keep promising to do better about posting, and then immediately get further delayed. I have a good excuse, though. One of my dear daughters is getting married in about another week, so I have had to juggle projects for … Continue reading

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Paradoxes In Our Life and in Scripture

Paradox is a word that has exemplified my life over and over again. In fact, I believe it is the primary reason I am a multiple. I just wasn’t able to reconcile the extreme paradoxes in close relationships, in my … Continue reading

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Relaunching

I believe we are ready to start regularly posting once again. There have been many reasons for the delay, but I don’t want to spend my time and focus on those things. Instead, I am going to share part of … Continue reading

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Prayers and Blessings

For about 2 weeks now I have had a deep burden on my heart to be in prayer for my family members. I didn’t know exactly why, though I was aware of some of the needs; but day and night … Continue reading

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Paradox Relationships

I had my counseling session with my Christian counselor today. We discussed one relationship in particular that has been weighing heavy on my mind lately. The focus was the paradox of this and other relationships. I asked her how to … Continue reading

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Tears

My writers magazine says its important to write when you feel like writing and when you don’t. Today I do not feel like writing. I just feel like crying. For the past few days my heart has been very heavy … Continue reading

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Appeals to God for Justice

Over the years we have encountered very real enemies. Some were enemies of our family, attempting to destroy our family unit permanently. Others were intentionally out to destroy me/us because of our multiplicity. I plan to write more about these … Continue reading

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March 8, 2013

The issue of reconciliation to\with perpetrators has been addressed before on this blog, but in light of the resent posts about first husband, I feel the need to revisit it. Today’s Bible study from Ann Graham Lot’s book, Daily Light … Continue reading

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Dissociation – the Grand Escape

It’s still Stranger doing the writing and being out. My EMDR therapist believes I won’t be able to stop being dominantly out until I resolve or come to peace with my relationship with my sister. That seems like an overwhelming … Continue reading

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