Category Archives: Current Life

Still Plugging Along

People say I’m sounding better. I am still here; but my heart is so extremely torn. What do I write; how do I write it; do I speak the truth the way I saw it, or do I write something … Continue reading

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a Shakey Update

Wish I could say when this all will get better and I will be able to post with consistence that I want to.  It seems like each time I try to make progress in getting to a more functional state … Continue reading

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Permission to Exit the Land of Groom & Doom Denied

My therapists seem to feel this blown-out-of-the-water depression is a sign of progress.  Others have come and done their work, each one needing a chance to heal. Now they have decided I am well enough to; I’m thinking they might … Continue reading

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9-12 Third Update

Time moves slowly by. Still my Beloved must work from home in order to keep watch over me that I do no serious self-harm. These issues that were defeated and dead are resurrected and powerful once again. It is very … Continue reading

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Another update in 9/19

I’m sorry, but I didn’t realize it was September instead of August until I filled a mountain  of forms at the new psychiatrist’s office yesterday. Consequently, all the resent posts dated 8/ something were really 9/ something Being off Prestiq … Continue reading

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8/12 Depression getting deeper

What a modge-podge of complex combobuation!! A friend came to comfort me today, and she pointed out that it really has been months of compiling circumstances that have brought me into the depths of depression I currently am in. Starting … Continue reading

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8/12 Update – Depression

Anyone who follows this will note that it’s been a while. I keep trying to stay somewhat up-to-date but seem to keep getting stuck on side paths. This one is a round of deeper depression than I have struggled with … Continue reading

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Sluggling Embraces Followed by Sudden Pain & Mocking Laughter

First, I have to tell you that I’m not Abigail. I’m a teenager who had some pretty serious issues. I want to tell you my story – well, at least part of it. But first I want to explain what … Continue reading

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Introducing Intimate External Relationships

I’m starting a new category which I am entitling, “Intimate External Relationships”. This will include extended family relationships, immediate family relationships, close friendships through the years, and counselors through the years (at least that is what I am envisioning at … Continue reading

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known but not knowing

I had an experience that was totally normal for a multiple but used to make me fee certain I was seriously crazy and I struggled hard to hide the facts from being known to the other person. I met up … Continue reading

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