Just want to update again. The past few weeks have been a struggle. My brother, who I dearly love, has been in ICU more than once. His lung keeps collapsing. It looked like we would lose him a couple times, and he is now in hospice. I am finding that I am in a daze much of the time. It’s hard to keep my mind focused on what I’m doing, and I’ve hurt myself accidentally just because I wasn’t thinking straight about where my body was or what I was doing. Much of the time I am in bed. I feel like I’m being lazy, but in reality I’m just staying safe.