Loosing time is a natural occurrence for people with DID. For us, it is common to get to the end of a day and not be able to account for more than 1/2 the time – where I had been or what I did. Even if someone said something to jog my memory – teasers, if you will, it would only leave me feeling frustrated.
However, these days I am loosing time a different way. I am in a deep sleep often until 2-5 pm. Sometimes I get up to eat and go back to sleep; sometimes I just sleep straight through. Beloved thinks it’s the medications I’m taking that are making me so sleepy. That likely accounts for most of it. But, in all honesty, I think it’s due in part to continued depression. If I were up, I would be alone; and I am not yet able to drive consistently enough to be sure I can get myself somewhere and back again. I have little interest in getting out anyway. I feel like I’m spinning wheels, and I know this isn’t the first time I have said that on this blog.
I think I need to get into making headway in writing the book, but I don’t know how to go about that. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
Also, I think the blog would go better if I were to receive questions specifically about the disability that I could answer here.
Well, those are my thoughts for today. God bless and keep you all.